Under The Mesquite is another fine young adult novel written by a newcomer and Mexican-American author, Guadalupe Garcia McCall. This exquisitely crafted novel in free verse tells the story of fourteen year old Lupita from Piedras Negras, Coahuila, Mexico. When she was six years old, Lupita's family left Mexico for the United States, moving to Eagle Pass, Texas. Lupita is the oldest in a family of eight children, six girls and two boys, the four youngest children having been born in the U.S.
The novel is divided into six parts each following Lupita and her family's life over the past eight years.
Part One, The Weight of Words
The premise of the novel is presented in this first part. It is fourteen-year-old Lupita's freshman year of high school in Eagle Pass, Texas. She knows her mother is keeping a secret and so Lupita searches her mother's purse in an attempt to learn that secret.
Lupita was born in Piedras Negras, Coahuila, Mexico in a little blue house on Avenida Lopez Mateos. A year later her sister Analiza was born, and two years later Victoria, followed by her brother Paco. Lupita's family moved to Eagle Pass, Texas when she was six-years-old. Her papi planted a mulberry tree in their backyard, while Mami planted a garden of rosebushes in their front yard. It has been eight years since they left Mexico and there have been four more children added to their family: Tita, Juanita, Rosita, and Benito. However, growing in the rose garden now is a mesquite tree which Mami cannot seem to remove as it repeatedly returns. Lupita as the oldest, knows there is something different about Mami: she is distracted, worried, and at night she can hear her crying. Lupita notes that Mami's two closest friends, Lucia and Serafina visit and offer her mother sympathetic glances. It is when she is caught eavesdropping that Mami confirms what Lupita suspects - her mother has cancer.
Lupita's best friend, Mireya tells her that this means Mami will die but Lupita insists that the eventual operation will help her. Mireya's blunt assertion leads Lupita to end their friendship.
Lupita prepares for her confirmation with a class at Sacred Heart Church led by Mother Magdalena. In the chapel during a break, Lupita begs Jesus for a miracle. Mami is having her operation to remove the cancer in her uterus. Lupita's faith has always been a source of strength in her life, soothing pain and fears, bu tnow she has doubts. She offers to dedicate her life to Jesus. "Just...please...don't let her die." During the second part of the confirmation lecture Lupita raises her hand when a nun asks if anyone is considering committing their life to doing God's work. However, Mami refuses to allow the nuns to take Lupita away, telling them she will go to college. This angers Lupita but Mami tells her she will thank her some day.
Part Two Remembering
The story shifts back to Lupita's life Piedras Negras , in Coahuila, Mexico to when she was six-years-old and Mami is pregnant with her fifth baby. This set of poems tell of Lupita longing for the culture and landscape of Mexico and her family's visits to her Abuela Inez. Garcia McCall's lyrical poems convey the beauty and simplicity of life in Mexico, but also the difficulty learning a new language. At this time Papi worked in the United States and was never home. But when he did return on Friday nights, he would teach Lupita the letters of the alphabet, telling her "You have a talent for letters." Her papi tells Lupita that words will make her successful in the Los Estados Unidos.
When they do move to the United States, at first Lupita misses los girasoles, the tall, unruly sunflowers that they had in the yard in Mexico. When Lupita and her family get homesick they would simply take the bus to the edge of Eagle Pass and walk across the International Bridge to the custom station in Piedras Negras. From the bridge they could look down on the waters of the Rio Grande. In Piedras Negras, they would stay with Mami's mother, Abuelita Inez who would make pinole which was roasted mequite meal seasoned with cinnamon and sugar.
Lupita's mother loved babies, who were "like pennies from heaven". To support their family, Papi worked in North Texas building houses. After the birth of each baby, Lupita's papi would open a bank account to place savings in for future Quinceanera parties or college tuition.
Part Three Crossing Borders
In the summer after Lupita's freshman year, Mami had a successful operation to remove the cancer. Papi quit his job to care for her as she had to stay in the hospital for six weeks, meaning most of their savings were gone. After her release, she must now return every other week for chemotherapy treatments.
In the fall, Papi, Analiza, Victoria, Paco and Lupita cross the border to pray for Mami's recovery at Abuela Inez's church, Nuestra Senora de Guadalupe. Afterwards, Papi buys them los elotes calientitos, ears of roasted corn with butter and chili-powdered lime juice. Mami begins to recover, never losing her hair. She spends her time cooking and watching telenovelas with Lupita. Mr. Cortes, Lupita's drama teacher gives her a set of instructional CDs of voice lessons and tells her to use them to train her voice if she is serious about acting, so that she can lose her accent.
December 12th is the feast day of the Virgin of Guadalupe (Dia de Nuestra Senora de Guadalupe) and it is also Lupita's fifteenth birthday. There is no Quinceanera party because all their money has gone for Mami's chemotherapy, but Lupita is fine with this. She doesn't want to dress up in a party dress and high heels. To replenish their savings, Papi has been working late constructing an overpass downtown. Although Mami looks tired, she insists she is fine. As Lupita begins to lose her Mexican accent, she is mocked by her friends Mireya and Sarita.
On spring break, Lupita and her family enjoy time in San Vincente, Coahuila, Mexico, swimming in the Rio Grande and taking in the sun. At the University Interscholastic League competition, Lupita wins first prize and a gold trophy in the Poetry Interpretation for her dramatic performance of "The Highwayman". Mireya and Sarita continue to mock Lupita about her changing accent. Mami is thrilled when Lupita arrives home with her trophy.
Part Four Give Us This Day
In Lupita's junior year, Papi tells the family that Mami's cancer has returned, a year and half after her chemo and that this means more treatment. As she goes through the chemo, Mami continues to tend her rose garden which flourishes beneath the tall mesquite tree. Papi finds a cancer clinic in Galveston, Texas that can offer more treatment to Mami but their family situation makes it seem impossible. Lupita tells Papi she will stay in Eagle Pass to look after the family while Mami goes to Galveston and he works nearby in Houston. However, Lupita finds doing Mami's job of maintaining the family a challenge with only Victoria helping her. The younger children ignore Lupita and spend their time playing.
When she can, Lupita sits in the rose garden, beneath the mesquite tree and writes poems, pouring out what is in her heart. With her parents gone, life becomes a huge struggle for her and her siblings. They eventually run out of food as Papi hasn't been home in weeks. Fourteen-year-old Paco and his friends go out one night and return with bags of pomegranates, turtle doves and a bucket of perch. They are also helped by Papi's older brother, Tio Saul who brings a truck load of groceries and their neighbours also help.
Part Five Cut Like A Diamond
Just before Lupita's senior year, Mami comes home from the clinic, but she is so weak and frail that Papi must carry her into the house. Mami notices the mesquite and how it has grown. At Mami's request, Papi takes the entire family to Tio Rodrigo's ranch house in San Vincente. Mami is back home being cared for by her sisters Tia Maritza and Tia Belen. One afternoon after the family is home, Mami convinced she sees La Muerta, the skeleton of death outside their house and that she is going to die and cannot be comforted.
At school Lupita shows no interest in applying for the lead in the school play and these leads Mr. Cortes to talk to her after class. Lupita breaks down and reveals what life is like for her at home: that her mother has reached the end of her cancer treatments and is dying. Lupita, seeing the distress of her younger siblings, has told her father it is better Mami dies in hospital so that the younger children do not remeber their mother in so much pain. As a way to deal with this, Mr. Cortes suggests that Lupita direct her pain into accting as a way to cope.
"...True performers are able to turn
their most painful experiences
into art that other people
can connect with.
You do this exceptionally well..."
In hospital Lupita keeps a vigil by Mami who is heavily medicated. She cannot bear to leave her mother but eventually Papi arrives to stay with Mami. Lupita returns to school and works on her script until one night they learn that Mami has died.
Part Six Words On the Wind
Before Mami's death and with her being too ill to tend to them, her rose bushes began to die and now are all gone. The mesquite tree however is flourishing and Lupita often sits against its trunk writing her poems. While she does attend prom at the end of her senior year, Lupita continues to struggle with the devastating loss of Mami. Mr. Cortes tells her,
" 'Lupita, no matter how much it rains,
the roads won't stay flooded.
Eventually everything dries out again,
It just takes awhile."
Lupita must move forward but with the painful loss of her mother she struggles to reclaim her life. It will be many months and a trip to Mexico before Lupita comes to realize that her mother would want her to be happy and to work towards the goals they both once talked about.
Discussion
Guadalupe Garcia McCall's novel, Under The Mesquite is a beautifully crafteed novel which portrays a teenager's struggle to cope with the life changing events of moving to another country, her mother's illness and death from cancer, and the transition to adulthood. Garcia McCall's poetry captures the beauty of family life in Mexico and the opportunities and struggles in America; learning a new language and the tragedy of Mami's illness and death. The novel explores many themes including the power and weight of words, the immigrant experience, identity, and the devastating effect of illnesses like on families.
The novel opens with a section titled, "The Weight of Words". Lupita considers the weight of words both spoken and unspoken. She suspects that something is wrong with her Mami and eventually realizes that her mother is ill with cancer. This knowledge is unspoken between them. Her mother will not speak the word because of what it means, hence the title, "The Weight of Words."
"It's okay," I whisper
against her cheek. "I know."
My heart aches
because I have heard the word
that she keeps tucked away
behind closed doors.
The word "cancer" carries with it so many terrible connotations, but especially that of death. Lupita's friend Mireya expresses this weight out loud telling her that her mother will die, even with the operation.
" 'That doesn't mean she's
going to beat it,' Mireya says.
'People with cancer usually die.' "
These words are poison to Lupita and she wants to end their friendship.
As a new immigrant struggling to learn English, Lupita notes how this new language feels strange and difficult.
"And I doubted los girasoles
would understand me anymore,
because now I was speaking
a different language.
I swallowed consonants
and burdened vowels with a sound
so dense, the works fell straight
out of my mouth and hit the ground
before they could reach the river's edge."
Lupita's words begin to change as she loses her accent and she is mocked by Mireya who accuses her of talking "...like you're one of them...Sarita sneers. "You talk like you wanna be white." They accuse Lupita of thinking she is better than them. But when Lupita wins a trophy at the arts competition, Mireya relents and congratulates her. But Lupita tells her,
"Changing how I talk
doesn't change who I am,
I know where I come from, "
Lupita finds solace in the words she writes in her poems. But eventually these words weigh her down, preventing her from moving forward after Mami's death. In Mexico it is Lupita's abuelita who tells her that sometimes it is best to simply start over.
"I sit on the grass,
reach for my journal,
and start to tear out pages.
I rip out all the sad, tortured
poems I've written
since Mami's funeral
and pile them on the ground
in front of me. I'm wondering
what to do with them
when, without warning,
as if deciding for me,
the wild wind kicks up again
and scatters the tattered
pages everywhere."
With this, Lupita is able "...to let Mami go."
The mesquite tree is a metaphor for Lupita and her new life in the United States. The mesquite tree is native to the southwestern United States and northern Mexico. It has sharp thorns and long, deep roots and is able to survive in harsh climates. Mami's rose garden symbolizes Lupita's family which she has carefully tended and is flourishing. Lupita is one such rose in that gardent. Then "A thorny mesquite has sprouted in the middle of her rose garden." Despite repeatedly pulling out the tree by its roots, it returns. This frustrates Mami to the point of tears but Papi tells her
"Its in the tree's nature
to be stubborn. It's a survivor."
It is a foreshadowing that Mami's roses, her children will survive but in a different form.
The mesquite tree, once considered like a weed in Mami's garden of roses, becomes Lupita's source of strength and her confidant.
"In the squint of morning,
before anyone else is awake,...
the mesquite is my confidant.
I lean back against its sturdy trunk
and read aloud every word
imprinted en mi corazon.
The mesquite listens quietly..."
It never tells a soul what Lupita writes in her notebook.
When Mami arrives home from the Galveston clinic, weak and bed-ridden she notes the mesquite tree outside her window.
" 'Look at it, all grown up,' says Mami,
mesmerized by the sight of
the mesquite swaying sensually
outside the bedroom window.
With heavy pruning and much-needed
guidance, the tree has become
a graceful and impressing presence
in Mami's beloved rose garden.
'Who'd have known it would be
so beautiful,' she marvels."
At this point, Lupita envies the mesquite tree "its undaunted spirit, its ability to turn even a disabling pruning into an unexpected opportunity to veer in a different direction." At this point, Lupita doesn't yet recognize that she too will turn this "disabling" time into a strength later on.
During Mami's illness and by the time of her death, all of her beautiful rose bushes die, despite being watered by the family. The only thing that has survived in her garden is the mesquite tree, now a sturdy, permanent thing. Papi is concerned that Lupita will be crushed by the death of her mother. But Lupita feels that will not happen.
"No matter how bad things get,
I can always be found here,
planted firmly in what's left
of Mami's rose garden,
with a pen in my hand,
leaning against this same sturdy trunk,
still writing poems
in the shade of the mesquite."
Like the mesquite, Lupita is now permantly rooted, strong and sturdy, enduring the disabling pruning of caring for their family during her mother's illness and losing her Mami.
However, after Mami's death Lupita struggles to move forward. When she is in Mexico staying with her abuelita, Garcia McCall again employs the mesquite imagery to show how the roots Lupita has put down through Mama's illness help her.
"Like a shoot growing
from what remains -- a tiny piece
of buried mesquite root --
determination flourishes."
After letting go of all the pain from Mami's death, symbolically represented by throwing away her poetry of pain, Lupita begins over again as her abuelita suggested.
"Later I find a tall mesquite
to sit under;
and with my pen i hand,
I open my journal
to a blank page and begin
writing a whole new batch of poems,
poems filled with memories
and hope, because that's
what Mami would've wanted."
If there is one thing this novel very much highlights is just how devastating an serious illness like cancer can be to a family, disrupting life in every way possible. The financial cost of serious illness is especially well portrayed. Papi and Mami are well on their way to achieving a good life in los Estados Unidos when Mami takes ill. Papi is working hard and they are saving money for their children. All of that is lost in the struggle to cure Mami. Lupita as the oldest child is well aware of the toll on her father, the suffering of her mother and the changes in their lives. Yet despite the tragic outcome, the resilience of Papi, Lupita and her family are very evident.
Under The Mesquite is a somewhat autobiographical novel that is loosely based on some of the experiences that the author, Guadalupe Garcia McCall had while growing up: she was born in Piedras Negras, moved to Eagle Pass, Texas when she was six-years-old, lost her mother to cancer when she was seventeen and had to care for her younger siblings during her mother's illness. Garcia-McCall has succeeded in writing a novel is beautifully written and deeply authentic. She has included a detailed list at the back of Spanish names and phrases with their English translation. Highly recommended.
Book Details:
Under The Mesquite by Guadalupe Garcia McCall
New York: Lee & Low Books Inc. 2011
224pp.